"gotta stand my ground, even if it rains or snows"

"there's no hole in my shoes, but there's a big hole in my world"

I wanted to tell you that even though you don't love me, and I know you never will because you're happily with her, not a day goes by that I don't think about you... but I didn't have the courage to tell you.

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Chasing Cars

I'm listening to Chasing Cars, and I don't know why but listening to this song really makes me sad.

Like, depressing sad.

It's a beautiful song nonetheless.

Maybe because it reminds me of what once was.

Ughhh... anyways.

I'm really frustrated with work right now, I keep asking myself if this job is even worth all the time and effort. Besides the fact that my boss is a complete totalitarian. :(

oh well. better times will come.

my ex called me a couple weeks ago, and I purposely decided to not answer his call because I wanted to see if I could actually not talk to him. So I did it. Then he texted me, asking where I was. I still didn't reply.

He then sent me a message on myspace, wondering why I hadn't returned his phone call. I didn't reply the message...

until about a few days ago, I totally gave in and texted him.

OMG CRAZY is on the radio!!!!

hahahahah yeah sorry had to interrupt what I was writing there because crazy by Knarles Barkley is now playing on the radio and damn does that song bring back sooooooooooooo many memories with me and my friends... lol, we used to jam to that song. ::sigh:: boy do I miss those days.

Anyways like I was saying, I gave in and ended up talking to him. It was the most awkward conversation though. Weird mostly.

well I don't know. I feel really weird right now.

I miss my best friend.

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I hate how I always bend over backwards for my friends and family,

but it's too much to ask for when I need a favor.

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I hate my job.

More so everyday.

I hate customers who think they can do whatever they want just because they have millions.

...and those who think they can cash a check without an ID.

Who do you think you are?

I don't know you bitch, so show me your your effing ID or go home!!!!!!
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